~Enrique~

Less than six days we'll heading back to Taiwan~ I don't know... I'm kidda home-sick already! Maybe its just I'm not no longer familiar with this environment, but~ hey! Danville had never being to my place before, ever! Colorado and Texas were.... So~ this coclusion does not sound right!

But~ I just don't know.... things has being changed a lot ever since, the world had being changed, people had being changed, people around me had changed also, my family had changed, even myself changed!!! I mean I'm just no longer 'me'!!

I've changed.... sometimes I went back to my photos... I see more than just me!I can see the real me, I could see the lonliness inside of me, I could see it all just by the expression I presented!!! I know I'm getting more pale, lost, depressed and lonely~~~~ even with my sun-glasses on... I still can feel it! I can't believe it's happening to me!!! Where's the old-happy Gary?! I wonder where he is now? Oh I missed him so much~~~~

Maybe shads is my best-friend now! I couldn't go any where without it! I don't want people to see me.... see the inside of me, that's why I wear my shads, it gaves me the secure I lacked of~~~ I feel more safe when I wear it!!! This way... not only I don't need to deal with the cruel world, and I also can block them outside of my box!!